Too much shit going on in my life, and this project definitely does not get me in any sort of a better mood, i thought i had ideas now i have so many ideas that my ideas are back down to zero. All my ideas seem cliche and stupid, how am i supposed to formulate ideas when i dont even know what i want to inform you about. maybe i dont want to inform any one of anything, who am i to tell any one anything? this stupid fucking idea of a pun seems more unoriginal to me than anything, and yet i keep coming back to it. i desperately want to say something, but not if its not worth saying, not if its something any dumb ass can just spout off about. Its hard to become inspired when it seems like a lot of it has been done and relevant topics continue to be covered. i just want to forget this and get these damn exams out of sight and mind. guess ill go try my luck at the dollar store on lunch tom and hopefully find something that will do since i apparently have nothing i wish to REALLY say.  what do i really even want to say? that buying expensive clothes are stupid, that if we dont recycle and start taking care of our world then it will go to shit? that too much of anything, good or bad, is a bad thing. That all people fall victim to pressures the pressures of being a youthful person such as drugs and sex. Why cant i think of anything good to say about you world?